Monday, February 6, 2012 ; Monday, February 06, 2012 ♥
Too busy?
I have a bad habit.
I think too much.
There is nothing like that in reality,
but with my over creative imagination,
Imaginations becomes reality.
This is what we call:
What you think, what will happen.
What we think gravitate us to what we do.
If you think of something in a negative way, surely,
You'll screw up.
However, if you think of something, just slightly more positive,
things always turns out better.
I used to lock myself in my negative thoughts until I met someone,
who had opened me up and showed me,
what is worth and what is not.
When you know what is worth,
you'll learn to not think too much.
And when you expect less, think less,
THINGS ALWAYS COME OUT DIFFERENT,
THAN WHAT YOU HAD IMAGINED.
Friday, February 3, 2012 ; Friday, February 03, 2012 ♥
Courage
I am not brave enough to jump into a quick-current river to save life,
I am not brave enough to sacrifice myself in order to save one's life,
I am not brave enough to speak for human rights in front of my country's leader,
I am not brave enough to lead my people to peace and justice,
I am not brave enough to do many great things in the world.
But.
I am brave to admit.
I admit,
I cry a lot.
I feel lonely some times.
I want to be loved and hugged.
I want to be noticed by those who care.
I admit and acknowledge my weaknesses.
They are what make me a whole.
Without them, I will not meet failure.
Without failure, I will not learn.
Without learning, I will not know how to be a better person.
And I believe, surely, if I start my steps towards being a better person,
this life will be better.
You take charge of your life, You are what you are.
Do not be afraid to see your imperfections.
This is how I define courage.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 ; Wednesday, February 01, 2012 ♥
Imperfect
Sometimes you're not perfect,
Some people may accept what you think,
Some may not.
You hurt,
You feel like tearing apart your heart,
You feel like doing something stupid to hurt yourself.
But why do we hurt?
Because we care.
So how do we not hurt?
When we don't care? When we stop having feelings? When our heart dies?
No, just let it pass.
Let bad things go away on their own,
If they are not meant for lessons,
Let go, forgive and forget.
When will I get to let go?
Monday, July 25, 2011 ; Monday, July 25, 2011 ♥
Where to?
There are some time in life,
You'll come to realize that,
the person that used to be important to you,
no longer is.
Or the person that used to care most for you,
no longer does that.
The spot light is not on you now,
it's on the others,
and it sure hurts a little to know that truth.
I used to push away the truth,
I wanted camouflaged lies,
I wanted things to be a dream,
When I wake up, I realize,
Nothing is ever the same.
I have self realization each day,
and each day I pass it on with a heavy heart,
But I know I can choose to let it go,
Or to keep holding on to it.
I think the best way to relieve myself,
Is to let things go.
So yeah,
Bon Voyage to everything I had in the past.
The past won't come back,
nor the future will give me the past,
What has been done has been done,
What has been said has been said.
Things won't be the same in the future.
The dates are different, the people involved are different,
The thoughts are different, even the feelings.
Where to? Where to we seek thy feelings?
Thy begone feelings?
Where to?
Quote of the way:
The easiest way to chase away anger and sadness, is give it a smile.
Sunday, January 16, 2011 ; Sunday, January 16, 2011 ♥
Moments
There are moments,
when I close my eyes,
and listen to the whispers of nature,
and feel the wind filling up the gaps within your heart,
and suddenly everything seems wonderful.
There are moments,
When I open my eyes,
and listen to heart breaking songs,
and flip through photos in facebook,
and see the so many familiar faces that will now be gone,
and suddenly I miss them so very much.
There are these little moments in your life,
where you will truly feel that you're living.
And these are the little moments I have,
to feel that, I'm still here.
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑 -
《寂寞寂寞就好》 田馥甄
Monday, January 3, 2011 ; Monday, January 03, 2011 ♥
School Reopen
Happy new year, people.
Today is a day where caterpillar crawls on their backs
And butterflies fly using their legs.
And yesh, don't suspect anything,
I am abnormal due to overload exhaustion.
On the first day of school.
Cough.
Yeah, so things are roughly okay.
And do know I'm a big liar.
So, yeah.
I enjoyed school.
It friggin felt like I had a two weeks holiday,
And had to go back to school for my Form 4 lessons.
Happy schooling.
Friday, December 31, 2010 ; Friday, December 31, 2010 ♥
Farewell, 2010
It had been a good year,
It's sad to leave it behind now.
Bon Voyage, 2010.
:) Happy new year,
I wish you all the best,
In the coming years.