*COLOUR-FLYING RESULTS
< *Get married to HyunJoong or JaeJoong?8D
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*Forever eat food that is cooked by my dad~ <3
*Eat, sleep and do nothing?

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 I can't say more about it than being mistreated due to discrimination. But let's all first ignore that shall we? Let's get on the good point on being a Malaysian for I've just had so many realization over the past few hours doing nothing but day dreaming about facts being a Malaysian. Shall we then? 

You see, we have different cultures, which results in alternating choices of food, clothes and even holidays! Instead of being in an only ME-AN-ONLY-ME races like the Western countries, I feel happy about having different races for examples like Indians, Malays, Chinese, Ibans, Muruts, Dayaks, and more? :3 Do you ever know that we, Malaysians are praised to be able to live in harmonisation inspite the fact that we have so many races in a country? Sharing the same air, the earth, the same room, we don't argue and we live as if it's normal. 

Even though we do, sometimes, narrow our eyes at different races and points out their bad points and such. But don't you ever realize that it's so amazing that you can just smile and say sorry when you bump into someone other than your race instead of pointing a middle finger at them and mouth the Heavenly- F - word to them like some of the people living in the West? I'd not say everyone of them, some of them are really nice people, but some are not. So the people I am referring to those with Mid-s and F-s are the Not-ones. 

I saw an advertisement on TV and that made me feel so proud being a Malaysian. And probably you're laughing your ass off because of me saying I'm proud. But I'm persisting on itself, I'm really proud. Seriously. I recalled about how our old leaders had fought for our independence, I remembered them from the history and wondered how  they cooperated so well to give birth to the formation of Malaysia.

And our culture is so rich, and what land resources do we own?  So much, so much, it's hard to find in well developed countries where trees are palnted everywhere. I might have said Japan was my dream land, and I wished to go to Korea, but I'm still happy to stay here. I might want to live in Canada, or other places, but i know it won't take me long to come back to Malaysia. 

If you throw away other thoughts of mistreats and discrimination, Malaysia is a rather nice country, based on its food, culture, places, and people. Yes, people. Don't i even tell you i have a wonderful cousin who's a Kadazan? :3... Maybe not. But now you know. I miss them both who're now in somewhere in the 'golok tao' on Earth, but I;m sure they'll be back for CNY. ^^

Until then, I shall update my blog more often. To share with you a part of my school life? I'm much not to keen on sharing with you my school life but instead of opinions on how i see things, observe and analyse and then express them out of words. I love it whenever inspiration comes to me even though it was inspired by a teeny thing. :3

Maybe i will be writing about bugs next time, who knows? 

BUT NOT SPIDERS. ==

Anyway, congratulating JiaPei on her wonderful performance of her piano exam. I'm proud with you, and I'm glad your hard work pays off. I'm so glad my message brought you good luck and encouraged you, and i was even proud to the fact it wasn't a mere message but one that brings you such confidence. 

And also your month of friend, I said i was glad because you were finally normal again. Who wouldnt be worried if it stopped coming for half a year - your case. Dear Lord, you should consider on seeing a doctor for medical comments. You get it?

Anyway, I'm in a process of letting someone go. It's not like he belongs to me, but I have this clear image he will never look at me. So would it be best for me to put him down? Though something tugs on my heart string, but i know it would be best for me to put it down. But this questions me, how? ==  I should just try my best.

But I know i might break my promise to you. :3

Cause if you want me to put someone down, it means exactly to cut off any relations with him - which would be impossible and means exactly for me to look at another guy. Which would be hard for now, there's no one like the target.

My life's a bullshit of events, but a bunch of great friends often relieves me. Especially Jia Pei Baby, i seriously need to thank her for bringing so much joy and colour in my life and no this is not a confession. I'm so really glad I've managed to meet someone like you. Everyone must have friends, of course, but it's hardly for anyone to find their true friend in their short, brief life like a candle - Shakespear. Haha. 

Thank you for being a chapter of my life, and i take great honour to have you as my friend. I can't imagine how i would have lived, maybe still leading a hollow, despisable and boring life with no friends caring what shit i do. Inspite my carelessness, my bluntsness, my selfishness and everything stupid I do, you have endured so much and have understood what means and why i would have done something stupid like those I've done so much.

Thank you for everything! :3

Life is OneShot, I know I'll live it to my fullest as long as I have you as my friend. Let's try our hardest for everything and to keep this friendship long termed and well polished. 

And to all my other friends as well, like Jelly who have been wonderfully supportive over the years and worrying my health like my mom, Handkerchief Zhong who had accompanied me with my craziness and stupidity, Fat Fish who had been the only one in the gang along with me supporting DBSK and having endless of bombastix 4th dimenstion outbursts.  And also two other people who had left the gang due to specific reasons.

You two, too, had also bring joy and liveliness into my life.

I would never forget how we'd laughed, played, joked, and even argued for something stupid. There might be a crack within the friendship, but I still hope we remain friends forever. 

MY NEW MOTIVE OF LIFE:

go to hell as soon as possible ------------------ NAH!

I WANT TO BEAT JIA PEI'S BOSSOM!!! (Beats me - I'd rather die!)

Okay, okay, time to go serious.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY AS LONG AS I LIVE!!!

THOUGH SORROW WOULD FIND ITS WAY TO ME BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SHOO THE DAMN BLOODY HELL THING AWAY!!!

But seriously. Only you do have sadness, you would have more happiness to share. :)

See you then!

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