You are now arriving at planet
Not all aliens harm, I'm friendly - but not when you invade my invade my UFO...
Currently known as the latest human-form-like alien
Reknowned for her blur-casenss, carelessness and weirdness.
Just gotten her new name as the BLUR GOD
No more Blur Queen
And after the 3 B's(Blur, Blind and Blunt) adding a new form of D - Deaf.
Creation made by Human Race on the date of 25th May. Age unknown.
Having a total uncountable numbers of identity at school, forums, tuition, and blog.
Admires Korean Flower Boys and think they are Gods, includes, ss501, Suju, DBSK .... KPOP ROCKS - JPOP TOO!
Oddly unique for an alien because of her interest in drawings, music and such.
Friends - The 38 Gang!!!
Wriggly Low, Jelly Popples, Fat Fish not the mermaid, and Handkerchieft Zhong.
My Pet Vincent!
Nature - esp the SKY! <3
Watercolorus
Piano
Family, my suppot, and my backbone!
School Teachers - specific ones, Pn. Marie!! :3
My Piano Teacher
Everything WONDERFUL!!!
People with masks *-*
Nagging
Reading Scores
Studying (goes crazy upon the word)
Bittergourd? :D?
Red Crescent Uniform ==
Aeroplanes!!! - They are scary, imagine a crash! T_T -
Going up a moutain in a car or a bus
Wednesday ._.
*COLOUR-FLYING RESULTS
< *Get married to HyunJoong or JaeJoong?8D
*Become a wonderful watercolour painter
*Finishes all my fiction and get a blast of comments from them!
*Forever Friends with my 38 Gang~ <3
*Forever eat food that is cooked by my dad~ <3
*Eat, sleep and do nothing?
Nearby Stars>> Wriggly Low
>> Hiki Darling
>> Emi Dongsaengie
>> Shirly Unneh
>> RainForest's Novels
>> Jeremy Priest
>> Words Flows 4 Us/a>
>> RainForest
>> Traffic Police
>> Clareen
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This, is a post for my dearest best friend.
She had a post in her blog that had carved a very deep scar into my heart. Very, very deep. You may never be able to have me surfacing the water if you meant it by the feeling under the sea. It's like suffocating, someone stranggling me, someone pushing me to the deepest of the ocean.
Why, why do you have thoughts like this? Why do you think of us like this? Why won;t you just give up on everything, give up on your pride and dignity and tell us what's wrong with you and what's wrong with us and what we did to make you feel so helpless, so useless? If it's because of the results, i'm going to freaking scold you. WHY WOULD YOU EVER LET THIS FREAKING EXAM THINGS BOTHER YOU WHEN YOU KNOW IT - THAT WE WILL KILL OURSELF TO MAKE YOU SMILE AGAIN? We will try our very best, bestest to make you feel that you're not hopeless! YOU'RE NEVER HOPELESS YOU DUMMY BECAUSE YOU'RE OUT FRIEND!
AND FRIENDS DONT RANK AT ALL! WE;RE ALL ONE, TOGETHER, A PIECE OF SHIT TOGETHER, A PIECE OF CAKE TOGETHER, ONE FAMILY!
You said you dont know if to trust us, but a few weeks ago we were regarded as the best people you ever knew and now we're just a freaking piece of shit to you? What ever makes you feel like that? Is it because we're just too hell of brilliant that you feel shitty, you feel jealous, you feel pissed? WE'RE NOT BRILLIANT - AND AGAIN THE N TIMES I'M TELLING YOU THIS!
I GIVE MY PAYMENTS IN EXCHANGE FOR THOSE RESULTS!
I can give anything to just want to you to go crazy with us again, to talk with us like you did before, to smile from the deepest of your heart and not fake a bitter face with a smie worse than a cry.
But instead, i think you feel helpless because you're jealous.
Jealousy is normal, everyone has it, everyone is familiar with it.
It only leads to the way on how you use that feeling?
Do you use it to encourage yourself? Or you use it to feel bad about yourself and hate the others? Or you use it to hurt yourself?
It leads to two ways. You choose because you're the CEO of your life, NO ONE, not even us can change your life because you're taking control. We're just chapters of your life, and it depends on how you spread your chapters with us with our friendship, it is you who chose to befriend or not. If you choose to leave, we have no choice but to free you. But you did not choose to leave, you choose to avoid, you choose to not rely on us.
Then you put the blame on us when we don't know what we did.
If you dont open up and tell us, what can we do?
We're scared too, not only, we are afraid to lose your trust, we are scared that you might leave us, we're all horrified.
And you still chose to be silent and stare. What can we do?
If you just won't speak up, open up to your friends like us, what can we do?
Telling you that, you're always our friend no matter what happens. What is the price to build up this special bond between us? What is the price for us to have this wonderful friendship?
Come to us when you need us. Please.