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It's my birthday on 25th may.
I am so sorry for the lacking of my presence in this lovely, lovely blog. Even when you do say form 3 is nothing but a piece of shitcake, i don't think it's ever going to be that small piece of chocolate for me. It's like hell, hell, hell turning under your feet, any steps taken wrongly and down down you go.
To now where, to no place, where you only gets swallow up by desprerasion and darkness.
Now as i say it's my birthday, it was also the day my mom had a hard day with her life. And it was also a day where my mom and dad felt for a wonderful life. 25th May, it may not be special to any of you, but it is speacial for me, my family, and my friends. And i thank God for giving me such a warm, caring family and these wonderful friends to be around when i need them so much of crossing the river of sadness, furiousness and such blended emotions.
And so yesterday i celebrated my birthday, with no surprises but warm, coming sequences of hugs and kisses and wishes from my lovely friends and family. I also gained my independence from a freaking one whole week of lock-in study in my house for the freaking stupid killing me examination.
It may be simple and slow for a day to pass like my other birthdays, but it was the most meaningful one i had before. I received a lovely message from my cutie friend, Valerie : Yo! *ta daaaa~* It's your 15th birthday! How are you feeling? Feeling good? My timing is correct right, birthday queen?
I replied her: well, 3 minures earlier. XD
Then came Anthony's, and followed by two of my brothers who had BOTH WRITTEN NOOBS in their message, but still i had let myself permit them once with their so-good-timing wishing for the year. And I was waiting for my bestest baby Wriggle-fingers to message me when she was sleeping like there's no tomorrow.
And then i received her mms on 6 in the morning.
It was made like a concept of a little card, with my nick names on it, teasing but still warming. It was made BEAUTIFULLY. You would never believe, never believe what you see. She also added in songs and those songs she figured out her own made me shed tears.
I dont know what made me cried, but, i'm still very grateful to ALL of you who had given such a fine time at the party-with-nothing in my house after the exam. I love you, SA, Anthony, Wriggle-Finger, Jelly Popples, Fat Fish, My brothers, my parents, my friends at school who wished me on time and gave me presents hand- made.
Thank you for giving such a great time to be cherished about.
Happy birthday to everyone in the world around me who's a 25th Mayer! :D
-P.S: Happy birthday to Apple! ;P-